She has tired and weathered hair. A line of bags and suitcases follow her around the parking lot like a train making it's way around the bend.
Her stride tells me she has a purpose but her expression shows me she has lost her purpose.
She walks and weaves across the parking lot dodging cars without a sound…invisible to the crowd of people that surrounds her; the people with purpose. It starts to rain and people rush to avoid the cold drizzle.
She stands alone in the parking lot. Her purpose gone. Her expression blank. Still invisible to the people that walk around her.
She stands in the parking lot as if waiting for a train to board to take her away. Maybe she is waiting for a friend; a friend that will never come.
Is this a test from God? An entry test for the people that surround her. Maybe her stride did have a purpose. Maybe she's a willing participant in God’s test.
As the rain begins to fall harder, her clothes droop down under the weight of the rain water. She looks up slowly and let the rain fall on her face. Her expression contorts as if looking for a response. Maybe it is her that is testing God?
From my view in Starbucks I see her continue her stride. Should I help her? Should I see if she is alright? Memory still fresh from the last time I tried to help a homeless person. I’m afraid to take action.
She walks faster now. Her stride longer. Her expression focused. She walks along the rows of cars and stops. Without hesitation, she throws her bags into the back of a bright yellow VW bug and quickly drives off.
So what can we learn from the woman in the parking lot? I think its important to not always think too much of a situations.
Sometimes its not about divine intervention or a test for the existence of God. Sometimes it not even so simple of a concept as the hardship and loneliness of a homeless woman.
Sometimes, it's just about a woman's internal struggle to remember where she parked her car...
This post doesn’t have a purpose or a message. Just another rant from the mind of Sick Cow Pie that's pumped up with 2 cups of caffeine and sugared up with donuts.